when you're like fighting a war to keep your eyes open,
when you're like going against nature to stay awake,
it can only mean one thing.

you're too fucking tired.

what i'd write in a composition is,
studying has become a chore for students.
why study? i personally, find it rather pointless.


i struggle out of bed every morning and drag myself to school
with eyes that are super black,
i look like i just got punched by someone.
no i didn't fight mummy! really!


and then when i get to class,
thank god i have the notice board to lean on,
if not i'd be sleeping on the tables/chairs/floor.


well basically,
i'm losing that motivation to study i once had,
or perhaps, even lost it already.

wtf. and let me count,
i'm going to have to study like another 9 more years?



oh gawd.


and yes, i just satisfied my cravings for mac today.
that's one thing to be happy about.
tomorrow's history,
that's one thing to be unhappy about,
cos i have like more than half the book to go.



oh great, even the pigs are flying.